Tuesday, March 9, 2010

WHY?

Why is people keep complaining!
Can't people just get along with it? For what the environment has become is all from the act of YOU. Complaining of the temperature rising. Knowing it was from the global warming.
Wanting a cool weather but YOU producing the heat to the planet. If you did nothing affect the cost of rising of temperature then YOU may complain. Want to enjoy life, driving car and even air conditional. Refrigerator, all these produces the source of increase in temperature. Drive not the car on the road, use not the refrigerator. These invention do lead to it and commercial using of these making people are too lazy.
There are nothing in the world are good both equal. As it has the balance in everything. In such of YES and NO. They come together in a QUESTION.

Got the feeling to write

Basically there are nothing special about it. But my brain are too active since I had a heavy supper before this and sort something out in my brain when walking from my house located a Tanjong Bungah to Greenland in a rough of 11km.
"I am nobody to many, but I does little things to people that I didn't expect in return. I didn't do it big for fame. Don't remember it for the sake of remembering. It just helps in the growth of learning in you" quote from one of my status hours ago.
I have seen many, but many can't do it. It was in me since I was born I think. A gift from GOD. I came to realize it when I was kind of into the leadership of Boys' Brigade since Form 2 to 3. I can't stop helping people to grow in their leadership and I don't ask for a reward. An act of keeping away from acknowledgment.
But many do thanks me for what I have done. But this was the good part of it. For the other way, many will denied your existence. Feeling of left out, friendship were broken and too, get scolded for the good became evil. This really discourage me to continue because it is hard. Had the feeling to stop doing it, but I really can't stop not doing it.
After days, weeks and even years passes, I finally understand the little secret of it. Based on the bible and even the sharing from Pastor. It was awesome things to be done.

"Walking actually is nothing but the time for me to relax and to think. Learning from the environment and the act of human being on the road", quoted from my status too.
Many people in this world would say "How could if I can read his/her mind!". If really oneself could read, then the world won't be so mysterious. For GOD has created men as HIS own image and each men are different from each other. Only GOD can read your mind as HE has already know everything before oneself does it.
Why must we read peoples mind? We only can understand them with our own specific ways and guessing the next move of others.
For everyone is a daily psychology quoted from The Psychology of Human Being Second Edition. We do can understand each and everyone mind frequency with our understand and observation. It is just like an experiments. Try and error can be used in this method.
But in psychology field, it can said to be the hardest and widest field as to study about human, because each individual posses a totally different behavior and style.
I have wonder why of many things! As such that, why would a women whom doesn't like the smoke of smokes love a guy whom smoke? Was it for the sake of love, they would die for him? *I have seen many of this kind of girls*.

Let's see, apart from studying the complicated human being, the environment around us do tell us about the human living around it. How does the plant looks like? The cleanliness? The type of plants planted! For everything, everywhere does tells.
The house of a family or oneself stays! What are home to you? It do tells how you manage your life, characteristics and your status based on its security, design of floor chart, location. For I have seen one house which located at the hillside, but with a good security of CCTV. But do have lots of blind spots and a easy break in as the structure of the wall is rough with a slope.

Human background, mindset, religion does affect how they behave, speak and understand. Purpose of life.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Different moment

The heart has hardened for a long time. Since something unfortunate happened. Tears frozen, the heart is just like stone on the ground. There are no different between a stone on the ground and the pumping heart. Feeling seems jump out, blank in the mind, but every moment has imprint in the strain of memory.

But with God everything changes. The presence of him are so unbelievable, can’t think of a word to put in. The river of tears starting to flow in which has long forgotten. The feeling is just too awesome. Only Him can mould a stone into something back to what is it.

It was seen some years back, I have come to know you more. Feeling hot for Him, which he has known me ever since I am born into this world.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

A celebration for the day I was born into this world

Pass the years, I think this one was the most awesome one. Being out for 14 hours. Hiking up to Penang Hill with my dad in the morning, then to swimming and Ignite youth service next. Thanks for those whom wishes me in facebook, the service itself too. And a song.

All these years I rarely do celebrate because there are nothing to really celebrate about. You are born into this world and the in the remembrance of the pain of our mother whom suffer for us. Sometimes I do forget my birthday date but when come to the 8th, because of my aunt birth date falls on it.

Thinking of doing something new next year. Will see how's it goes.

Monday, January 4, 2010

My Simple Life

My words are not to impress people, but as to exchange for knowledge.
My existence as part of this world is not to help the world spin.
But to help others around to me grow as I grow.
Knowledge is something that should be shared and not being kept to yourself.
As it has being shared, it did good to others.
It has been part of me and it was good.

Who I am today is because of Boys' Brigade.
Having wonderful experience with all my friends which do create lots of trouble.
Having them help in the growth of my mental and too, physically.

Just to look into my past, really do change a lot.
But also I finally realize something that in the past what my mother have done for me.
Seed been planted in me and I am now the little harvest.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

A new year, 2010

It has been great for a new start of a new year. This year I had so much fun with the Ignite youth. And some special events that happen. A memorial one.
The Watchnite service was simply awesome as it was something that fill with joy to start a new year. My first roadblock was after that on the 1st of January 2010. What a joy I had in the roadblock to see them working overtime and had a chat with one of them.
2nd of January, Ignite Youth had a trip to Pantai Kerachut was awesome. Had the first jellyfish sting. I was so happy about it and thanks for all whom care for me ^^. I search the web about the symptom that may occur, but of all I had none. But was so happy to get the first sting which I had long for. Insane guy @.@V
Today was the 3rd of January. Sunday service!! The message really do stay with me. What thee say, stay with you. *We posses what we confess! - Pr Marcus* -JLCM
Hope all will be great as for tomorrow will be starting my college. Going there before 0900hours for briefing.